Journal Entry: Mon Jan 21, 2013, 3:46 PM
Okay, so. Hi everyone, hope your holidays and new years went well and you all had a fab time etc etc. Just thought I'd update you guys on what's been happening.
So basically I've been working, as you guys know, a lot, plus I'm living at the hotel that I also work in and rarely get an internet connection etc etc blah blah blah
Well. Things were going well - I had enough money saved for a flat so I could finally get out of here and live somewhere and pay the bills and have my own internet connection and find a better job. But, of course, nothing goes right for me, right? So of course the other day the head chef called me into his office and told me that my hours are getting cut, I'm gonna be laid off soon, and I've got to find another job. So there went everything I'd worked for since a year and a couple of months ago.
So soon I'm going to be jobless a-fucking-gain and I'm going to have to move back in with my family and lose all the friends I've made since moving here and go back to being a fucking hermit with no social life and no job, back to being dependent again, which is gonna suck so hard and it's hard not to start crying again but whatever. Obviously I can't stay where I am because before I find a job I've got to have somewhere to live in the meantime and before I find somewhere to live I've got to have a job that I know pays enough for me to stay there and pay all the expenses.
ANYWAY I'm trying to look on the positive side of this and basically moving back means I get a constant internet connection, I won't be as lonely any more (even though I'll have few friends but it'll be nice to have pets to cuddle instead). But yeah I'm going to try and find a new job and start drawing more again and save up to do an art course at college next year maybe.
I'm also probably going to start commissions again because my mum's likely to ask for rent and I need to save up for college, and I'll need income while I'm looking for a job. So I'm sorry to say I'll be begging for commissions at a later date - though I'm still employed for a month or so, so it won't be right away.
Anyway I thought I'd give you guys a heads-up on why I haven't been replying and why I haven't visited chat rooms in a long while and why I just really don't feel like dealing with things on here sometimes.
Thanks for reading my rant anyway. Uh. Yeah. TTFN.